The dreaded diagnosis

I’m back!  But this time it will be different…

About a month ago, I was turned down for life insurance, based on “Lab Results” which of course scared me to death.  After several days of waiting I learned that it was my elevated blood sugar that caused the alarm.  I had eaten an Egg McMuffin two hours earlier.  And of course this comes at a time when I’m on, shall we say, a ‘hiatus’ from health insurance.

I called my doctor, who very sweetly over the phone told me all of the preliminary things I should do until I could afford to see her:  lose as much weight as possible by eating no bread, pasta, potatoes, etc.  She put me on the Atkins diet, expecting me to lose about 15 pounds in a month. 

I have type II diabetes – and this is what that means:  My pancreas works just fine.  Makes all the insulin I need.  However, from many years of eating too many carbs, my insulin no longer breaks down my blood sugars.  I am what is known as Insulin Resistant.  My body is constantly pumping out tons of insulin, so it no longer effects me. 

I started the diet last Monday, eating bacon and eggs for breakfast every morning, chicken salad or something similar for lunch, snacking on pork rinds or walnuts, and eating a meat and veggie for dinner – steak and salad, or salmon and asparagus….dinner is the easy meal for me. 

So, I don’t want to divulge how much I weigh, or what my goal is…Let’s just say I need to lose AT LEAST 40 pounds.  I will weigh every monday, and then post my results here.  I hope to use this blog as encouragement and inspiration to someone else going thru this same thing.  Luckily, my doctor did say that, after a duration of eating this way, my body should reverse back to normal, and the diabetes will be gone, as long as I do not abuse my body with carbs again. 

My weight loss yesterday was 4 pounds!  I wanted it to be more, but quick weight loss is never good! 

I cannot believe I have to start this diet at THIS time of year!  I have also realized that of ALL the foods I cannot have, I miss potatoes the most.  *sniff* 

What I ate today (so far) is this….

Breakfast – 4 pcs of bacon and 2 fried eggs with water to drink

Lunch – 6 salami roll-ups with turkey and provolone cheese inside. sliced cucumbers dipped in ranch dressing, handful of cinnamon walnuts, with diet barqs root beer to drink

Dinner – planning on broiling steak with onions and mushrooms on top, green salad, and water to drink

So, as you can see, I’m not starving, nor do I feel deprived.  I’m not a candy person, so missing halloween is not that big of a deal to me.  I would like to have a snickers bar or peanut butter cup every once in a while, but when I think of how it would put my health in jeopardy, or cancel out that days hard work, I dismiss the craving.

I am also PRAYING that I will be able to stay on this diet, and that my health will be strengthened because of it.  I would appreciate your encouraging comments, suggestions, prayers, recipe ideas, etc!

Wish me luck!

Published in:  on October 27, 2009 at 12:38 pm Comments (4)